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You quietly knock on the door and listen for that strong but gentle voice to answer. Watching you stand frozen in the doorway, He beckons you to come in and sit down. Once you get past greetings and small talk, He asks you what you came to see Him for, mentions that you haven't been around in a while. He knows something's wrong and wants you to tell Him all of what's on your mind. Eyes lowered and voice low, blinking back tears, you try to verbalize all that you've repeatedly rehearsed in your head and utter a few words, then pause. You can't think of anything to say. All you've come up with is a list of pitiful excuses, excuses that don't really explain anything and make you feel worse as you go along. You know you should start over with an apology for everything - running off, being distant - but in your mind that won't even chip the ice. After stumbling halfway through a few sentences, you do apologize, for being a bother. And quickly, you get up and leave.

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What do you do? What do you say? What do I do?

I'm so glad God is patient and shows me grace everyday, especially today.

I love Robbie Seay Band: In my darkest night You brighten up the sky. A song will rise. I will sing a song of hope, sing along, God of heaven come down, heaven come down. Just to know that You are near is enough. God of heaven come down, heaven come down. Oh, sing a song of hope, sing along, God of heaven come down, heaven come down. Just to know You and be loved is enough. God of heaven come down, heaven come down, yeah.

To know that He is near...

Talk to you soon, friend.